yes... I think I did...

and with this, am I actually risking my heart again?
this is something that will never stop
but at least - it's for an idea
an ideal
the ideal
...
and yes - I cannot stop this, I cannot stop living.
and now - that I regained my self restrain, now that I am again dwelling into the sweetest of thoughts, at least, I got back my self esteem... and maybe, with a man that won't steal it from me...